harlows
Sunday, July 13, 2008
uneasiness

yet another post
this is what happens when aini gets too bored

i really felt super irritable being tied down by so many things
thinking of so many stuffs
all of these affect my mood
i dont like that
it'll affect ppl around me too

to be this understanding
can i actually do this?

i did something that i regretted oh so horribly
and worse, i kept thinking of it
dammit
hope it wont affect anything
)=

i need to learn how to hide my disappointments and stuff
i duno why i lost the ability to control these feelings recently
crapness

i just realised im still not convinced
oh no
and reading the blog's archives and all isn't exactly helping me much
why the hell did i do that?
argh

now im gg to throw everything away
and study like madness

aini starts studying on her own when she's troubled
who in the world does that
lol

gdnites ppl
eh
morning actually
look at the time
wow

uneasy