harlows
Friday, July 11, 2008
breakdown

sorry people
that i was cranky most of the day
okay
i was very VERY cranky, i noe
really sorry about that

stuffs just happened without me being able to salvage them
i feel so..
ahh whatever

sorry biscuit
)=
but thx for being the shoulder for me to cry on

and thx shuzhen
for listening to me

i knew you'll run away without standing up and admitting you're wrong
its just so characteristic of you

ohwells
had poly50 trg today
i was breathless
as in literally
even BEFORE i ran
just meant something is so wrong

i was panting laa
lik wtf?
i havent even run at all??

after 1st dash
it got worse
i didnt wanna backout
never did that before
but the very fast heartbeat of mine is panicking me
even after like 7mins of rest, i'm still trying to catch my breath
wth

so scared i would die la just now!
haha
if i die then, i wouldn't be able to tell biscuit something, and i wouldn't have my last tauhuey to make me happy!
)=

ok lame

anyways
it got better (THANK GOD)
but then
i pulled my thigh muscle

ok now i realised the pull's really bad
limped the whole way from skul to mrt
and limped back home
it &^%# hurts
my whole leg feels pain
sitting had never felt more painful
and i cant do that stupid W thing with my leg cos it hurts too bad )=

dammit me
i was too focused on hurling vulgarities to ethel that i forgot about running properly
roar

ugh
now i think im gonna be stuck at home for both weekends
freak la
im so sad

and you
just cos i had not played netball for almost a year does NOT mean i'm no longer one
i am always a netballer in heart although i rarely play it now, due to some circumstances
its the no.1 sport for me and im best in it
it's not right for you to look down at me like this
cos you yourself noe how i play more than others do
then whats with all this attitude?
just cos you exercised more than me does not mean anything okay

it just hurts that out of all
you're the one to belittle me

abit too early to say that, huh?

we'll just find out how much i had deteriorate next saturday


this wrinkled, geeky boy of mine is the reason for my dandruff and pimple outbreak DAMMIT!!
looking at my pic, i feel lik doing liposuction on my eyebags
haha

seatbelts in taxi are meant for entertainment value and for crossing overs and stuffs

look at my fat cat on MY seat

i shall now stone and wait for biscuit's call
i love friday nights
=)
its meant for the braindead people to uhh.. practise "braindeading"
haha

you never fail to make me smile
=)